You Are My Everything Muhamad Hanif !

You are my heart , my soul , my love , my pain
my warmth , my guide , my world , my strain . You are my mind , my strength , my
man , my light , my friend , my comfort , my confidence , my sight .
You are the moon , the stars , the sky , the sun , the air , the earth , the best
, the one .
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING Muhamad Hanif !!!

Michael Learns To Rock - Blue Night

love this song muchies !

Lately you have been asking me
if all my words are true
Don't you know I'll do anything for you
Sometimes I haven't been good to you
Sometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything
but I promise you girl
I promise you this

When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love

So there's no need to worry girl
My heart is sealed for you
And no one's gonna take it away

cos' I promise you girl
I promise you this
Your voice is calling to me in my dreams
My love is stronger than it's ever been

ily ,

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hope or dream
Try to dull an inner scream
But you . . . saw me through . . .

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now I’m in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it’s cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now ,I ’m in love

Holding your hands
I won’t fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We never be alone

you took my heart away ~ , ~

I Want It - iPad !

ouh , iPad ! love u , wanna hug u muchies !

hurm . nak jugak mendalah ini . sape boleh bagi saya , orang tuw saya sayang !

ngeh .

sryes , aku nak sangat mendalah nie . maluu seyh sama anakk buahh aku si balqis .

dia dahh dapat mendalah nie , tapi aku tak dapat dapat lagi . mimpi jew lorh !

last week aku kat Key Bie , aku pergi rumah alang . ouh shitt ! iPad . anak buahhh

bilang ' mummy , akis ada iPad ' . hurm , as usual balqis akan panggil aku dengan

nama lain iaitu MUMMY . hurm tak payah nak cakap fasal mummy bagai . sekarang aku

terlalu taksub dengan mendalah iPad nie . nak sangatttt benda nie . even anak buah

aku tak sampai lagi tiga tahun , tapi otaknya sangattt cerdik macam mummy dia

jugakkk . sryes , bijak sungguh budak itu . bangga dapat jadik mummy dia .

cehhh , puji puji ada sebabb wehhh . nak iPad . bagi mummy pinjam pun jadikk larh

sayanggggss . tak baekk kedekut taww , tuhan marahhh . ada duit semua benda boleh

belii kannn . makk , belikannn ila satuuu please ! hurmmmm . sape belikann aku

mendalahh nie , sumpah aku sayang dia !

I love You Isnin .

hello mellow :)

today semua kelas cancel . yawww , i like it ! kalau hari hari macam nie kann best.

dan hari ini aku woke up terlalu awall kottt . hahaks ! tak dinafikann , aku

memang tak boleh dibuatt bini . sangat susah untuk bangun awal pagi . so , better

pikir sejuta kali sebelum melamar anak dara ini . as usual , bangun jew terus

amek towel dan terus masuk tiolet . lepas keluar dari toilet , satu benda yang

akan aku carik . chocolate ! yesss . kawan aku sampai tergelak dan bilang ada

jugak manusia macam nie . ye ! aku memang macam tuw . pagi pagi aku kena makan

coklat . tak kira larh cadbury or anything else , asalkan benda tuw chocolate

flavor . mak dah cukup masak dengan perangai puteri ke tujuh dia . that why bila

mak pergi supermarket , mak tak pernah terlupa satu benda . cadbury ! vitagen

sekali kann mak ? ouh , vitagen ! last week aku balik , vitagen penuh satu peti

sejuk . bila aku tanya , mak cakap ank buahh aku sangat suka akan vitagen . sekali

minum lima botol sekaligus . sungguh , tak tipu . bangun tidur terus menghadap

peti sejuk . even dia tak petah lagi bercakap , tapi kitorang cukup pahamm bila

dia menghadap peti sejuk . viatagen larh yang dia nakk haaa . anak buahh tak

ubah macam aunty diaaa . comel gtuw lorh ! seriyes bahagia balekk Key Bie last

week . actually , nak bagi surprse kat mak . tapi tak jadik ! hahaks . mak call

time aku drive . kalu dikira baliikk lagi satu jam nak sampai rumah , tapi bila

mak dah call then tanya aku kat mana , terpaksa jujur lorh . hahaks ! naseb mak

tak marahh . mak lagi suka bila aku kat rumah . siapa lagi yang nak kemas rumah ,

cuci pinggan kalau bukan kau ? akak aku ? malas nak mati . makan tidur , makan

tidur . hahaks ! seriyes , aku rajin banyak kott . kihkihkih . sampai kat umah ,

terus hug hug anak buahhh ! rinduuu sama kamu semua nyahhh ! act , aku pun tak di

inform kann yang abang long pun balikkk . lepas rinduu kat anak buahh yang kian

lama aku tak jumpa sebab bapak dorang busy sangat dengan bisnes sampai lupa nak

jejak kaki kat kampung . abang long aku comel , sporting , baekk hati ! sayang

kamu seyh . thanks fer the gift . hehe ! aku pawww habes habes sebab lama tak

balekk kann . takpe abang long , sekali adek paww abang long , meleret lagi rezeki

abang long . sryes , i'm proud of u ! abang long pandai carik duit . mak pernah

story sal abang long nie . dulu , dia degil tahap gaban kott ! sampai mak pun tak

larat nak jaga dia . dan bila aku ingat balikk , dulu dia suka sangat arah adek

adek kemas rumah . sebab dulu mak ngan abah jarang ada kat rumah sebab settlekann

bisnes . sometimes mak kat peneng , kedah . kitorang abang long yang jaga . abang

long paling pantang bila tengok rumah bersepahh . paling dia tak suka even dia

lelaki . lelaki sejati kott ! kitorang disurunhya kemas rumah , bersih halaman .

macam ratapan anak tiri pulakk kannn ? haaa . but , bila dia dah kahwin takde dahh

garang garang nie . hurm , sporting gila kott sekarang nie ! dia sorang jew abang

yang kitorang ada . thanks god ! even aku ada sorang jew abang , aku tetap

bersyukur . sebab Allah S.W.T kurniakann kami seorang abang yang penyayang .

now , aku nak terjah topik KEMAMAN . kenapa wehhh , tertekann gila kott stay kat

kemaman . nak hangout tataw nak pegy mana , semua tempat aku dah pegy kottt !

macam sialll jew kann ? hurm ,see . sekarang kat rumah , update

blog ! laman sesawang aku nie . dah maken sawang coz daa lama terbiarr . takpe ,

i takkan curang daaa ! FB i daaa tinggalkann . now , i akan be more fokus on u

keyh . weee ! nway , sem ini agak sewel sikettt sebab tak berapa nak busy . sem

satu , dua agak busy dengan esaiment . lect , tolong bagy saya esaiment ! hahaks .

ukeh , now im sleepy . lepas makan , mak aku suruh tidur . ngeh ngeh ngeh !

gtg = , =

To Prove My Love !

I know you have doubts and don't trust me sometimes

I want to prove my love is true and one of a kind

I hope someday, somehow to let you know

I'll always love you and never let go

I want to show you how much I care

Letting you know for you, i'll always be there

I know sometimes we fight and make each other mad

We also make each other happy when we are sad

The love we have is true and will never go away

Our love for each other will last forever and a day

Forever would not be long enough to love someone like you

We'd have to have the extra day for our love, that is true

So for now i end this poem truly missing thee

Thanking you with all my heart for loving only me.

trust me that i won't leave you :-)

trust each other is the key of happiness .

Five Angels !

THERE ARE FIVE ANGELS I KNOW .

THE FIRST ANGEL GAVE ME HER HEART .

THE SECOND ANGEL BLESSED ME FROM THE VERY START .

THE THIRD ANGEL GAVE ME HER WINGS .

THE FOURTH ANGEL SAID TO ALWAYS BE TRUE .

THE FIFTH ANGEL . . . IS WHEN I MET YOU .

I'll Be There For You , Sister :-)

You are my only sister ,

The only one that's mine ,

We'll remain the closest friends,

Forever . . . for all time .

I want you to know that , I'll always be there . .

No matter what you do in life , I will always care .

If you are afraid , Come and share your fears ,

If you feel like crying , Come and cry your tears .

If you feel alone , Come and join the fun ,

If you feel only dark , Come and watch the sun .

If you feel the stars are out , Come and see them shine .

I'll be there for you, sister , Forever, for all time . .

sis , i miss u badly . if you beside me right now ,

i'll tell you everything that happened in my life .

you know me ryte ? i'm so depressed right now . i'm confused .

totally , you are good listener . need you now :-(

please come back and stay with us . you are my sister . and i won't make

you sad again . please dear ! i'm begging you .

i'm not PERFECT !

i'm sorry i'm not perfect . i can only be me !
i'm sorry i'm not perfect like the girl you want me to be .
i'd give anything to make you happy , even if it makes me sad
i'd never do anything to hurt you . i don't try to make you mad
sometimes you get angry and we start to fight . little do you know
i cry myself to sleep at night
sometimes i don't know just what i did wrong .
i don't understand why we don't get along .
every time we fight , i wish you could feel my heart break
sometimes i wonder how much more my heart can take
sometimes i get so angry . i don't know what to say
i feel just like a game that everyone wants to play
the only thing i need in this world is someone who is true
the only thing i want in this world
is . . .

to be loved by you

when i met you !

You came into my life when I stumbled and swayed journey of darkness it was . no stars to light my way . alone a traveller I was , till I met you . you looked towards me and stopped . held out your hand towards me and I thought . . should I hold on to it ? or should I let go ? can I walk on my own ? I needed to know .
I turned away my face from you and kept on walking ahead hearing silent footsteps
all the while in my head till u caught up with me and turned me around without a word said , without making a sound , wrapped me in your arms . . gave me your hand in mine . the grasp I felt so tight we walked side by side in the glowing moonlight . the journey though is very long but all the while I felt so strong
and even though we might have to part this much I have to say
my dear heart . . I am glad in my lonesome journey I found you , I may have loved before . and you know it , too . but never have I loved as I have loved YOU .

( I will love you for always , don't forget it )

hopelessnes

I never asked for a blessing like you . Like I've spoken to God and my wishes came

true . I asked for a person to love and to hold . To be loyal and faithful , not to

angry and cold . God placed you on Earth as I quested to find , the one who

would be there . So sweet and so kind . In my wildest dreams , I would have denied.

That something so perfect could at all be supplied . You have such a sweet face but

you are so much more . You're my friend and I love you . Your flaws I ignore.

With this small , simple statement , I give you and pray , That you'll love me

forever and forever you'll stay .

if i can !

I would give you the world ,
if I owned it .

I would send you to the top of the universe ,
if I had a spaceship .

I would give you all the money in the world ,
if I had the guts to rob a bank .

I would put you on the top of the Everest Mountain ,
if I was sure you'd made it back .

I would give you my life ,
if you would give me yours .

I would give you my heart ,
if you promise not to break it .

I would give you my love ,
if I haven't already .

But my love, my life and heart ,
already belong to you .

All I haven't given you is my soul ,
but you can take that, too .

your apple's words !

I looked at you . .
your smile caught my eye
and your eyes pierced my soul

I talked to you . .
your thoughts made me wonder
and your jokes made me laugh

I became your friend . .
your personality intrigued me
and your character personified something unique

I looked at you , talked to you , and became your friend .
Slowly and magically your entire demeanor mesmerized
and captured my heart , mind , and soul .

miss that moment <3 .

Chris Medina - What Are Words (lyrics)

this song is very touching and i was like it !

=(

Im such a jerk person. I keep on making a mistake and I keep on saying "Im sorry.."
Im thinking to giving up. I need some spaces to found the real me. Im not a perfect person and I can't be a perfect person. There is many thing that I need to change.

LOVE MAKE ME STUPID !!!

happy !

okay , i've got one SMS from my hanif's .
he said that he can't forget what i've done !
dear ,
i admit my fault . but , idk how to settle our probs . i know that u won't
forgive me . if u wanna break up , i'll accept it . even i'm still loving you .
nobody can replace ur place in my heart . trust me ! only u .
even how many times i was hurt u , made u sad , cried . so on !
if u meet someone who's can replace me , please leave me .
let me go from ur life !

just for you , BIE .

BIE ,

I didn't know love could be this way.
Or maybe I never knew love until I loved you.
Whichever it is, it's a feeling I've never before felt
and I don't think I could ever feel it with any other human being.
I want to breathe it in, I can't get close enough to it,
it draws me, lifts me up, possesses me
and I don't want to remember what it's like to be without it.

~ , ~

I wish I were dancing , Floating across the floor
He is wearing a suit . I , a gown
The music, sweet and melodious
Finds me twirling in a fantasy land
Filled with happiness , Laughter , Love .
His warm embrace
Tickles my senses

And my heart surges forward
And then
As I am looking into his eyes
Searching every corner of his perfect soul
I stop .
And realize that I'm not in a ballroom
Not in a gown
I'm just standing, staring into his eyes
And I'm dancing

=)

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

The reason why i'm still alive !

he is the reason why i'm still alive !
dulu , aku ta rasa lonely cuz i noe that he'll always beside me ,
dulu , kita bersama .
dulu , kita serasi .
dulu , kita bahagia .
dulu , kita ketawa .
dulu , every sec kita sms . ta cukup gn sms , kita borak dalam fonn .
dulu , segalanya aku .
dulu , kalau aku sakit , kau orang yg paling risauukann aku .
dulu , kalau aku susah kau sentiasa ada .
dulu , kalau aku sedihh , kau ada untuk buadd aku senyumm .
dulu , aku segalanya .

but now , it all changed !
kau tetap bahagia , ketawa without me . kita daa ta serasi .
langsung ta kontek . kau tetap boleh hidupp ! aku sakett , kau ta amek tahu pun sebab bagi kau kawan segalanya . kau pentingkann dunia kau .

tataw nak cakap ape , selainn !
sokey ,
aku terima seadanya .
cukup setakat ini .
aku daa penat !

selamat tinggal .

March , kelahiran dan port klang !

1st day in 1st MARCH

1st March 2011 , hari yg palingg malangg kodd ! excidentt , dan untuk pertama kalinya 

aku excident time drive kereta . kalau dengan motor , aku tak heran sebab dah biasa .

duluu kan , zaman budak - budakk , aku minah rempit . HAHA !

nasib baik mak tak marah . kalau tak , sumpah 

aku disepak terajang . tak pun , kereta kena angkut balikk . uwaaa , tak nak ! = , =

tak lah , mak aku sayang puteri diaa . cubit pun tak , nie kann nak sepakkk . kann mak ?

cewaahhh , bodek ! takpe , mak lagi sayanggg .

dan terima kasih untuk pak cekk yang baik hati . orang kaya yg tak sombong . 

may god bless u pak cekkk ! thanks again .

well ,

hopefully , bulan nie akan jauhhh dari segala balaa dan fitnah !
aminnn ,
biarkan semalam berlalu , dan mulakan hari ini dengan senyuman .
dan aku sentiasa tersenyummm , tak kira berapa banyak tong
masalah dalam kepala yang KOSONG nie . sekarang , lebih baik
butakan mata , pekakkan telinga , tutup mulut dan zip ketat ketat !
nahh , pergi mati dengan segala cabarannn = , = .

sekarang . aku , aku . kau , kau . pergi mati apa kau nak buatt !

jangan usik aku , jangan bikin aku saket hatiii . aku senyap , baik kau pun senyap . deal ?
aku , penyabar orangnya ! cewahhhh ~
actually , aku langsung tak ingat dan barangkali tak tahu hari ini 1st March 2011 .
suddenly , my besties cakap , sembilan hari lagi . aku blurrr  = . =
HAHA ! nineteen already . yeahhh ! aku semakenn dewasa .
WTF ! btw , thanks sebab ingat , sayang u all .
ngeh ngeh <3 . sediakannn kek yang besaa punyee k !

ada jugak yang ingat bulan aku ! bangun pagi lagi ,

dah adaa yang wish , selamat bulan tiga (3) . bulan tiga , bulan aku !

mak , terima kasihh sebab lahirkann ila . 

mak selalu cakap masa aku kecik - kecik , aku orangnya degil .

lagi satu , minum susu botol jew , mesti suka tarik - tarik rambut sendiri .

sampai botak kodd ! bilaa ingat balekk , macam best jew kann .

off - topic .

                                                                      besaaar punye kapal

                                                                    wahhh , santekkkkk !

                                                             aku nak naekk kapal tuw , boleh ? hee :)

even hari ini hari yang malang , but i've got a good news .

lastly , aku terpilih jugak untuk lawatan ke port klang .

well , port klang ! tunggu , aku sampai sana tujuh (7) Mac nanti .
lagii satu minggu :) . tak sia - sia aku struggle tahap nak mati sebelum nie .
only student who got 3.5 an above jew dapat join lawatan ke pelabuhan klang .
dan aku terpilih bersama tujuh lagi student lain . bila ditambah bahagi balikkk ,

hampir tiga puluh dua orang student jew yang terpilih . 

wahhh , bahagia tahap cipan !
dalam kelas , lecturer selalu sebut port klang . sumpah , aku tak penah jejak tempat tuw 

dan nak sangatt jejak . 

and i was thankful lastly dapat jugakk pergi port klang . 

sryesly , can't wait for next week . 

tunggu aku punya pica pulak oke ! 

gtg , salam gedykkss !